hey ,
hm tiap kali ak on , msti ad je bnd yg wt ak rse btul2 sdih . but ak still than . malu beb . smpn jelah dlm ati .
ak ta tawu na ckp cmne lg tok relation ni . mmg btul2 punah . sume nye da brkhir bg idup die . tp bg ak ? still trkapai kapai na mncri love tu blek . ptt ke ak yg kne trima sume ni ? ak sntse bsbr da , mcm2 dugaan da ak lalui . mmg tak sah law idup tnpe mslah . pkok pgkal ati je . na slesai o trus kdaan cmni . sume org ble ckp about love . tp juz sglintir je yg bole phm pe sbnrnye love ue . na ugkapkn "iloveyou" n "sy syang awk" mmg sng , tp na mmbuktikn nye ?? hnye yg brpndrian ttp je bole trus n trus dgn pe yg dorg pgg kn . kte bole lihat pe yg org alami , but kte t bole rse spe yg sbnrnye org rse kn . mmg sakit bla mngalami prkre cmni . down , gv up n mcm2 lg . pe yg ak bole wt , diam kn dri n trus mrnung pe yg akn trus jd pasni . ak igt , mula cre baik , na brakhir pn gn baik . but ak slap . smpi skrg pn prasaan tu ssh ak na buang . btul2 1 pnyekksaan yg da ak alami . ak ta twu pe lg yg ak kne wt . na luah kn , tp cm ta gne da . die btul2 hepy dgn pe yg die ad skrg . ak ta tawu npe . hm bia kn mse yg tntukn sume nye . dnia ni brpsing .kdg2 kte kt atas . n kdg2 gak kte bole kt bwah . ak juz bole sntse doakn yg trbaik tok kw . moge2 ati kw kmbli lmbut . n dpt pk n sdar pe yg da kw wt . renung lah blekk sume yg da kw lkukan . salam .
sabar la.. kn u ckp sume serah pd takdir.. kite hnye merancang kn?? i bole tp knp u x bole?? u pn bole la.. the past let it fly far away, let it be ur history (: ... i sokong u dr blakg k.
ReplyDeleteum thnks ellena , i ta taw lahh . npe tah tbe2 je i jd cmni . mybe dlu i hero kn . but now . i pling lmbikk skli . hmm
ReplyDeletebig boy don't cry kayy :)
ReplyDeleteekie : i knw u syg sgt kt die, mayb tuhan tga uji u skrg. mcm u pna ckp kt i,kite hnye merancang kn, sume serah pd takdir. so, juz wait n c ekie. law si die mmg jdoh u, die x ke mne pn. ttp akan jd milik u jgk. huhu. x mo la mcm ni terus. jd la ekie yg i pna knl dulu. sentiase epy jurk, sentiase tersenyum jurk. huhu. :)
ReplyDeletelady ann : thnks k .
ReplyDeleteeleena : hmm yup , i pn back cm ekie yg dlu ,alwes think positif . i na trus tersnyum . n truskn khidupan i . pngalamn byk mngajar kte rite . hope pasni akn jd lbih baikk .thnks ell .