crying in laught .

hey,
sedih , kecewa , trsiksa n gv up . tu lah yg sdg ak rsekn skrg . jiwe ak kcau n mmbrontak . ak ilg sumenye dlm sklip mte .ta tawu mne slapnye . tp ak tpkse trime sume ni .pe ea slah ak ? dri awl kjdian ni smpi lah ari ni , n mgkin smpi bla2 jgk ak akn trus pk kn bnd ni .kte ble accpt law tu mg slah kte , but yg pasti . ak da abes bg klonggaran n pluang tok kw bbas .bbs untuk brkwan . n bbas untuk wt pape pn .juz yg sring kali ak ckp kt die "i trust you" . tp mne ea ? kprcyaan tu yg da wt ak jd cmni . xd niat na slahkn spe2  dlm hal cmni . juz sgt dukacta dgn ape yg da trjd .kprcyaan yg da ak brikn ilg cmtu je . puas ak pk . ak down n gv up sgt2 na llui sume ni . yg ak twu . juz syg n cntakn die spnuh ati ak . sgt berat dugaan yg prlu ak tmpuhi skrg . dlm doa ak ta pnh ptus na sbut nme die . ak taw , kte hnye mrncang yg trbaik , dan allah yg akn tntukn sglenye .ak ta pnh na cbe mmbnci , mlhan pndrian yg ak pgg ttp sme .syg n cntakn die . hmm now , ak tpkse tnggung sume ni sndrian . ak ta sggup lg na susahkn org skliling ak . bkn niat ak , juz na slmtkn ubgn tu dri brkhir cmtu je . slah ke ea ?kptsan sume kt tgn kw . dan kw da wt kptsan nye . kptsan yg amat2 mmdihkn . mmg ssh sgt na ditrima akl .tp ak ta ble na trus pkse die . mgkin kali ni . org tu lah yg  trbaik bg die . ak juz mmpu mlhat dan trus brdoa untuk kbhgian dorg . ak korbkn kn sume nye . love , life n sumenye tntg dri ak .mmg brat sgt na trime . tp ni lah kptsan die . wlu syg n cnte ak dlm mne pn . tp juz btpuk sblah tgn ttp ta gne kn . sglenye da brubah . die hepy sgt dgn pe yg die da ad skrg . pe yg mmpu ak wt . trus mndiamkn dri  n cbe na lrikn dri dari sume ni . hope sgt ak bole llui sume ni . ya allah , ak hnye mmpu brdoa pd mu . hope die akn sdr akn pe yg die da wt . wlu ak ktwe sklipn . dlm ati ttp ad rse sdih . hm tu je yg mmpu ak write . yg psti . cnte n syg ak ta kn pnh brubah . until when , ttp dlm ati ak . ak smpn smpi mati !pndrian ak ta kn brubah smpi akhr nfas ak . salam .

hanyut .

hey ,
 still fell the same . down , hurt n mcm2 lahh . susah na ckp .than je taw pe yg ak rse skrg . 1st time ak rse cmni.sume yg ak wt , lgsung ta brmkne da . ak malu na brhdpn gn sume ni . malu gn kwan2 , mlu gn die n malu  gn dri ak sndri . bkn ak mtk na trus cmni . tp ak da cbe . ak cbe na buang sume yg ak rse kn ni . tp susah . ak ta dpt na mlawan pe yg ak rse . ak trllu syg kn die . even mcm2 bnd yg da wt ak trse n kcik ati sgt2 . tp pe yg ak tw . ak juz na pulihkn kdaan n get back love ak tu . smpi bla ak na trus mcni pn ak ta taw .urm, bkn soal ad jdoh o takk , tp soal kstiaan n kjujuran dlm dri tu . bnd sng sgt2 . ak taw dlm sklip mte kw bole cri pggnti . tp bkn pd ak . ak da srahkn sumenye kt kw . npe kw still ta npk lg ? dlu bg kw , ak lah yg trbaikk ,trcinta n trsyg . ak bngge sgt2 . smpi ak rse kw btul2 mlikk ak . tp tbe saat skrg . bg kw ak juz org biase . xd pape yg kw bole bnggekn .tp ak cbe , mgkin bkn ari ni ataw bsok . insallah akn dtg . sume org ad impian n cite2 . n sme gk cm ak . xd spe yg ta na brjye lah . ta kre dlm life o love . ak cbe brthan . tp kw lbih brkuase tntukn sume ni . i really need you in my life lahh . ak mghrapkn keajaiban . ya allah , bkk kn lah pntu ati die . ak trllu mmrlukn die . hm kt cni je ak bole luahkn sume yg ak rse . maap sgt lw kw bce n ad yg wt kw trse . but ak juz na tnjukkn kt kw yg ak btul2 syg n cntekn kw .plzz lahh . kte bole wt lahh . :((

pecah berderai .

hey .
hm ak ta taw na say cmne lg . yg ak bole ckp . ak sgt2 syg kt kw . ak ta sgup na tgokk kw kt tgn org len .npe msti kw blas bnd ni kt ak ekk ? pe lg slah ak ? ak rse da ckup baik ak jge relation kte . sumpah sakit bla brhdpn dgn sume ni . npe tllu sgkat prhbugn kte ?? knp ?? ak ta phm lahh . bg ak pluang ! ak na taw sumenyee . dri a - z .mne bole trus blahh cmtu je . tnpe reason . mcm2 cre da ak cbe tok slmtkn ubgn ni . tp npe kw ttp bdgil . ya allah . lmbutkn lah ati die . bkk kn mate ati die . bia die dpt twu spe yg bnar2 syg n cntakn die .na cre cmne lg ak na ckp kw kw ek . puas ak pjuk n mryu2 lg . tp kw ttp wt ak cmni . pe sume ni ? ak pn ad prasaan cm org len . na jgk ad life yg smpurna . mne jnji jnji kw kt ak slme ni ? kw yg ugkapkn sume tu .tp npe lgsung kw ta tepati . awl2 lg ak da trpk bnd ni . tp ak ta lyn sgt prasaan ue . sbb kw pn da jnji mcm2 kt ak . ak cme na yg trbaikk tokk ubgn ni lahh .bkn brakhir dgn cmni . xd org ble trime beb . tlg lah phm khndak . pk pnjg ckit lahh . jgn tburu buru wt kptsan . ak btul2 down da skrg . final lg bpe mggu je lg . pttnye kw support ak . bkn wt ak down cmni . ak ta sggup lahh na hdpi bnd ni sorg2 . ak hope sgt ati kw bole brubah . n back kt ak . ak ttlu mmrlukn dri kw ! hm 

maaf .

hey ,
tu jela yg mmpu ak ckp . maaf maaf n maaf ! ak xd niat pn na wt kw trase o pe . juz ak na bktikn yg ak btul2 syes gn kw je doe . slah ke ?? ak syg kn relation ney . n ak pn bole trime pe je kkurangan n klbihan yg ad pd kw . jgn cpt brubah ati la . pjlnn msih jao lg . byk lg bnde lain yg ptt dpk kn brbnding bnd rmeh cmni .pedulikn la pe yg org na ckp psl kw . ak pcye kn kw la . yakin dgn dri sndri la ! hm .ak hope sgt ta rsak kn relationship kte . go !

kembali normal .

hey ,,
adoii . susah na llap mte doe . ta taw npe . mybe ati ad ckit tng laa . dpt stelkn mslah mbe2 . n mslah sndri pn insallah bransur oke . hope sume nyee brpnjgn . stopp fighting laa , n mulakn idup dgn normal . mybe ni laa permulaan tokk sumenye . bnd ta diduge sush kte na jangke kn . so alwes take care . sumenyee prlu di jge dgn baikk n rapi . to ERMA BTE ABDULLAH , thnks laa . ak taw kw alwes dgr pe yg ak nsihat . juz ati kw ta trbkk je na trima ,its oke . pelan pelan kayuh org kate . hee sling mmhami tu pntg oke . n yg pling utame . kjujuran antare 1 sme lain . its so easy . mmy sng ddy pn sng pew . org kate adt laa dlm brcinte kn . gdo gdo n gdo . tp tu la yg bole mrpatkn kte . sling tkar pndapt laa .. tu lg baikk . xd mslah yg ta bole d stelkn syg . alwes think about it yaww ! ahaa . k laa , mybe tu je yg ak na smpikn . jmpe nex post oke . go !

L.O.V.E

Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.
Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone… but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
If love is the answer , can you please repeat the question?
Faith makes all things possible. Love makes them easy. I believe that to truly Love, is the ultimate __expression of the will to live. A heart that truly loves is forever young.
Love makes life so confusing, but without love would you really want to live?
Do you love me because I am beautiful or am I beautiful because I am loved?
Love me now, love me never, but if you love me, love me forever.
Three things of life that are most valuable – Love, self-confidence & friends.
To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world.
Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.
Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?
He taught me how to love, but not how to stop.
Of all forms of caution, caution in love is the most fatal.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
Many a young lady does not realize just how strong her love for a young man is until he fails to pass the approval test with her parents.
Is it better for a woman to marry a man who loves her than a man she loves.
Give her two red roses, each with a note. The first note says ‘For the woman I love’ and the second, ‘For my best friend.’
A good marriage is like a casserole, only those responsible for it really know what goes in it.
No one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

terbarai crew ~

alwes terbarai !
org kate , jgn pndg hnye pd nme . ati yg suci n brsih jugakk pelu d nilai ! ahaa
juz a group , untukk suke2 . mnmbahkn lg knlan . ta kre la kt mne2 pn ..
org kate lg , brkwan bia bribu kn . so ta kre laa ad sign trbarai o x , sahabat ttp sahabat !
kte ta mmilih utk bersahabat . until die pn kte ttp prlukn shbat . org kdue pntg slpas family ~
so , kte berkawan bkn tokk berlwan . sahabat until die ~ yeaahhh . go !